Whats Actually at the Center?

I post these blogs knowing that others might read them, but in fact I am worried that someone will. Why worried you ask? A combination of insecurity and tomfoolery. Writing, like anything that one shares with others needs to elicit a reaction, nothing major, maybe just a little chuckle, sigh or rage but something that moves the neurons in one's brain. But my writing barely moves me how could it be anything but rambling to anyone else? When I was traveling I always had something to say that would draw a comment, but now all i get is empty pages and words that drag on like Brett Farve's career.